iloveyou;ireallyreallydo.

Australia was amazing; I love you Amber Woodmass :)

Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

Trust is so difficult for someone who has spent all their lives waiting for something that has never arrived.

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant but it is very important that you do it because, you can't know, you can't ever really know the meaning of your life... And you don't need to, just know that your life has a meaning. Every life has a meaning... whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds, every life and every death changes the world in its own way. Ghandi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning... He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern than understanding it. And so do I.

You cant know, so dont take it for granted... but don't take it to seriously. Don't postbone what you want, don't leave anything misunderstood. Make sure the people you care about know...make sure they know how you really feel. Because just like that, it could end.

Absolutely Beautiful

I wish we had another time; I wish we had another place,

But everything we have is stuck in the moment.

And theres nothing my heart can do,

to fight with time and space 'cause,

im still stuck in the moment with you.

I want these so baaaad!

It feels like we've been out at sea; So back and forth that's how it seems.

Fast forward into the future cus i could spend forever with you; Fast forward into our destiny cus theres so many things we could do.

Ive come to point were im super happy about my life, for a while i was leting people pull me down, even my own friends, and now im just over it, over all the people who chose to try and make my day bad, over all the drama that has been happening lately and over giving people second chances. Ive come to terms that yeah not everyone is gonna like me, im not perfect. And i cant be friends with everyone in this world, as much as id like to but im finally happy with that. Ive got some of the bestest friends a girl could ask for and i have got such a good family. I need to stop complaining about the negetives and focus on the positives, because life is what you make it so im gonna start livng mine like i should have a long time ago. Good luck trying to get me down now :)

Im Back :)

Dreams are renewable, No matter what are age or condition is, There are still untapped posibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

I seriously dont get life. Everything is so confusing. I dont get why girls who are cheated on just forgive there man. I dont understand why everyone needs to make drama in their life but then complains about it after. I dont understand why its so hard for guys to treat girls right, is there really any guy out there who is truely with a girl because they actually want to be with them for who they are. I dont understand how people can just throw the word love around like it doesnt mean anything, how the hell do you love somene at this age? I wish people would just wake up.

Life is about change. Sometimes its painful, Sometimes it's beautiful. But most of the time its both.

My Dearest,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that its over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distance place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and rememeber how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learing from each other and growing in love.
The best love is the kind that awakens us and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our head and brings peace to our minds and thats what you've given me. Thats what i hope to give you forever. I love you.

~~The Notebook

You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what is right fo you, even if it hurts some people you love.

~~The Notebook

DON'T WANT NO PAPER GANGSTA

This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you mess up. Girls will be your friends, they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones who stay with you through everything they're your true bestfriends. Don't let go of them. Also remember that sisters make the bestfriends in the world. As for lovers.. well.. they come and go too. And babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them; Are going to brake your heart. But you can't give up. Because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half that makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean your gunna fail at everything, keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in yourself. Because if you don't then who will sweetie? So keep your head high, your chin up. And most importantly, keep smiling. Because life is a beautiful thing. And theres so much to smile about.

~~Marilyn Monroe

"I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, they way i fell when im with you"

~~Dirty Dancing

" I don't want this moment to ever end; Where everything is nothing without you."

Im in ict; The second to last period of this term; 2 hours 25 minutes until the bell rings and i'm allowed to get the hell away from this place for two weeks. No more homework, No more naging of techers telling me that i should be studying harder for NCEA. Just two weeks straight of sunbathing, being with friends and SLEEPING IN!

Im so sick of everything that's happening at the moment. Everyones lives seem to be revolving about dramas. I just want to forget about everything.

But right now im as happy as i ever have been, its great :).

p.s Sorry blogspot! It's been years since ive been on here.

Maybe a happy ending doesnt include a guy, maybe.... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is.... just..... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the un-returned phone calls, broken heart, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

~~Hes just not that into you

And then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways

they cant ever be fixed.

And this something nobody ever tells you when you are young

and it never fails to surprise you when you grow older.

And you see the people in your life break one by one.

You wonder when your turn is going to be,

or if its already happened.

I miss people from the past & how things were along time from now.

I remember all the fun times i shared with those people & i miss what they call the good old days

But tbh they never made an effort to be in my furure so why should

I always be the one runing after them?

It does hurt to know that i fought to keep them but they never even

try.

I doubt things can ever be the same but thats life.

I still hold the memories, however its time to focus on the ones who have stuck with me

throughout eeverything.

~~~

Even more, I had never ment to love him.

One thing i truely knew- knew in the pit of my stomach,

In the center of my bones,

knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,

Knew it deep in my empty chest.

Was how love gave someone the power to break you.

I'd been broken beyond repair.

~~New Moon

My prize posession, one and only

i adore you girl, i want you

the one i can't live without

that's you.

Your my precious little lady

the one that makes me crazy

of all the girls ive ever known

it's you.

TAKE IT EASY

Im starting to believe the ocean is much like you.
B'coz it gives and takes away.

Just take me away Please?

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is. Was i there to musch, Did i move to fast, I couldn't see it? All these promises are probably how you deal with it. I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent. Don't think i forgot, B'coz I really didnt, Who cares if your lying or not. Ive given every breathe ive got

Sometimes you gotta brake down and breathe.

I feel like im waiting for something that isnt going to happen.

You're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing

You've got smiling in my sleep.

All i want to feel is your hand in my hand.

Please make my dream come true.

I'm not saying i can't live without you,

Because i can

I'm just saying i don't want to.

Three words, Eight letters; Say it and im all yours.

Boy, I'll take care of the storm.
Lets sneek right pass the cloud up where its warm.
I can handle the people;
They're just pebbles on a long, long road

So how do you let go? When you, When you just don't know whats on the other side of the door. When your walking out, talk about it.