Dreams are renewable, No matter what are age or condition is, There are still untapped posibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

I seriously dont get life. Everything is so confusing. I dont get why girls who are cheated on just forgive there man. I dont understand why everyone needs to make drama in their life but then complains about it after. I dont understand why its so hard for guys to treat girls right, is there really any guy out there who is truely with a girl because they actually want to be with them for who they are. I dont understand how people can just throw the word love around like it doesnt mean anything, how the hell do you love somene at this age? I wish people would just wake up.

Life is about change. Sometimes its painful, Sometimes it's beautiful. But most of the time its both.

My Dearest,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that its over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distance place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and rememeber how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learing from each other and growing in love.
The best love is the kind that awakens us and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our head and brings peace to our minds and thats what you've given me. Thats what i hope to give you forever. I love you.

~~The Notebook

You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what is right fo you, even if it hurts some people you love.

~~The Notebook

DON'T WANT NO PAPER GANGSTA

This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you mess up. Girls will be your friends, they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones who stay with you through everything they're your true bestfriends. Don't let go of them. Also remember that sisters make the bestfriends in the world. As for lovers.. well.. they come and go too. And babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them; Are going to brake your heart. But you can't give up. Because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half that makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean your gunna fail at everything, keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in yourself. Because if you don't then who will sweetie? So keep your head high, your chin up. And most importantly, keep smiling. Because life is a beautiful thing. And theres so much to smile about.

~~Marilyn Monroe

"I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, they way i fell when im with you"

~~Dirty Dancing

" I don't want this moment to ever end; Where everything is nothing without you."

Im in ict; The second to last period of this term; 2 hours 25 minutes until the bell rings and i'm allowed to get the hell away from this place for two weeks. No more homework, No more naging of techers telling me that i should be studying harder for NCEA. Just two weeks straight of sunbathing, being with friends and SLEEPING IN!

Im so sick of everything that's happening at the moment. Everyones lives seem to be revolving about dramas. I just want to forget about everything.

But right now im as happy as i ever have been, its great :).

p.s Sorry blogspot! It's been years since ive been on here.

Maybe a happy ending doesnt include a guy, maybe.... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is.... just..... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the un-returned phone calls, broken heart, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

~~Hes just not that into you

And then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways

they cant ever be fixed.

And this something nobody ever tells you when you are young

and it never fails to surprise you when you grow older.

And you see the people in your life break one by one.

You wonder when your turn is going to be,

or if its already happened.

I miss people from the past & how things were along time from now.

I remember all the fun times i shared with those people & i miss what they call the good old days

But tbh they never made an effort to be in my furure so why should

I always be the one runing after them?

It does hurt to know that i fought to keep them but they never even

try.

I doubt things can ever be the same but thats life.

I still hold the memories, however its time to focus on the ones who have stuck with me

throughout eeverything.

~~~

Even more, I had never ment to love him.

One thing i truely knew- knew in the pit of my stomach,

In the center of my bones,

knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,

Knew it deep in my empty chest.

Was how love gave someone the power to break you.

I'd been broken beyond repair.

~~New Moon

My prize posession, one and only

i adore you girl, i want you

the one i can't live without

that's you.

Your my precious little lady

the one that makes me crazy

of all the girls ive ever known

it's you.

TAKE IT EASY

Im starting to believe the ocean is much like you.
B'coz it gives and takes away.

Just take me away Please?

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is. Was i there to musch, Did i move to fast, I couldn't see it? All these promises are probably how you deal with it. I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent. Don't think i forgot, B'coz I really didnt, Who cares if your lying or not. Ive given every breathe ive got

Sometimes you gotta brake down and breathe.

I feel like im waiting for something that isnt going to happen.

You're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing

You've got smiling in my sleep.

All i want to feel is your hand in my hand.

Please make my dream come true.

I'm not saying i can't live without you,

Because i can

I'm just saying i don't want to.

Three words, Eight letters; Say it and im all yours.

Boy, I'll take care of the storm.
Lets sneek right pass the cloud up where its warm.
I can handle the people;
They're just pebbles on a long, long road

So how do you let go? When you, When you just don't know whats on the other side of the door. When your walking out, talk about it.

Every night i rush to my bed with hopes that maybe i'll get a chance to see you. When i close my eyes im going out of my head. Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover they skies. And i hope it rains, your the perfect lullaby. What kind of dream is this? You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. Either way i don't want to wake up from you.

Where did it all go wrong?
Its like all these years of being bestfriends have flew past us. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, A fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
Please tell me what i did to deserve this?

Where does the love go? I don't know, When its all said and done. How could i be losing you forever? After all the time we spent together. I have to know why i had to lose you; Now you've just become like everything i'll never find again, At the bottom of the ocean

It's the most beautiful thing ive ever seen, A child playing with something as simple as a cardboard box and she seems so happy, with that smile on her face like nothing matters; Shes so serene.

So im in ICT siting next to this chick called mel.
Shes only just started coming back too school and shes eating the best albert square there is.
We are trying to do our assignment but thats not going to well.
Shes pretty much the coolest chick around
School is soooooo gay. But mel isnt. Neither am i.

Shes my new obsession; She is so talented & stunning!

Im staring at the sky; At those stars. And its funny, they seem as far as tomorrow. Something is calling me home, And im not afraid.

Bridget Lord;Amber Woodmass













They mean absolutely everything too me. Without them i would be nothing. They bring a smile to my face everytime i see them. They bring me up when im down and they understand me in every way possible. They have always been there for me and for that i am truely blessed to have them and too call them my bestfriends.

And she walks past me everyday like she doesnt no me. She asks me alot if i think shes changed; Youve changed back into the person you were. You went back to the people who droped you in a second and you think there not going to do it again.
I cant pretend like im okay with it anymore, All i can do is move on.
Because thats exactly what youve done.

You could run from someone you feared, you could try to fight someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers; the monsters, the enemies. When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?

-Stephenie Meyer

I try and try to stop liking you. Its like you have this control over me. You pull me up when im sad and push me down when im finally in a happy place. I could chose to be with any other boy but still i would chose you anyday.
But if i had a choice i would still chose to like you. To even have you in my life.

I sit there and wonder sometimes why we always worry about the small things in life; I just broke up with my boyfriend, Me and my bestfriend are no longer friends, Its a rainy day, I dont have any clothes to wear today.
God chooses to make us split up with our boyfriend or loose a bestfriend because he knows they wernt good enough for us.
God gives us rainy days because he knows we need it.
And everyone should be greatful for the clothes they are given because imagine if we wernt given any.
Everything happens for a reason. Things change, People change. Thats life.
So wipe away your tears away and think about how truly blessed you are to be brought into such a beautiful world because in a flash it could all be gone.
--Erin Quigley

To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
-David Viscott