And then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways

they cant ever be fixed.

And this something nobody ever tells you when you are young

and it never fails to surprise you when you grow older.

And you see the people in your life break one by one.

You wonder when your turn is going to be,

or if its already happened.

I miss people from the past & how things were along time from now.

I remember all the fun times i shared with those people & i miss what they call the good old days

But tbh they never made an effort to be in my furure so why should

I always be the one runing after them?

It does hurt to know that i fought to keep them but they never even

try.

I doubt things can ever be the same but thats life.

I still hold the memories, however its time to focus on the ones who have stuck with me

throughout eeverything.

~~~

Even more, I had never ment to love him.

One thing i truely knew- knew in the pit of my stomach,

In the center of my bones,

knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet,

Knew it deep in my empty chest.

Was how love gave someone the power to break you.

I'd been broken beyond repair.

~~New Moon

My prize posession, one and only

i adore you girl, i want you

the one i can't live without

that's you.

Your my precious little lady

the one that makes me crazy

of all the girls ive ever known

it's you.

TAKE IT EASY

Im starting to believe the ocean is much like you.
B'coz it gives and takes away.

Just take me away Please?

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is. Was i there to musch, Did i move to fast, I couldn't see it? All these promises are probably how you deal with it. I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent. Don't think i forgot, B'coz I really didnt, Who cares if your lying or not. Ive given every breathe ive got

Sometimes you gotta brake down and breathe.

I feel like im waiting for something that isnt going to happen.

You're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing

You've got smiling in my sleep.

All i want to feel is your hand in my hand.

Please make my dream come true.