This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you mess up. Girls will be your friends, they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones who stay with you through everything they're your true bestfriends. Don't let go of them. Also remember that sisters make the bestfriends in the world. As for lovers.. well.. they come and go too. And babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them; Are going to brake your heart. But you can't give up. Because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half that makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean your gunna fail at everything, keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in yourself. Because if you don't then who will sweetie? So keep your head high, your chin up. And most importantly, keep smiling. Because life is a beautiful thing. And theres so much to smile about.

~~Marilyn Monroe

"I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, they way i fell when im with you"

~~Dirty Dancing

" I don't want this moment to ever end; Where everything is nothing without you."

Im in ict; The second to last period of this term; 2 hours 25 minutes until the bell rings and i'm allowed to get the hell away from this place for two weeks. No more homework, No more naging of techers telling me that i should be studying harder for NCEA. Just two weeks straight of sunbathing, being with friends and SLEEPING IN!

Im so sick of everything that's happening at the moment. Everyones lives seem to be revolving about dramas. I just want to forget about everything.

But right now im as happy as i ever have been, its great :).

p.s Sorry blogspot! It's been years since ive been on here.

Maybe a happy ending doesnt include a guy, maybe.... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is.... just..... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the un-returned phone calls, broken heart, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

~~Hes just not that into you